Thursday, July 13, 2017

Poet Sarah Kay

"If I should have a daughter, instead of 'Mom,' she's going to call me 'Point B,' because that way she knows that no matter what happens, at least she can always find her way to me."

So begins, well, probably a lot of what's been written about Sarah Kay, a spoken word poet and one of the coolest writers ever yall need to listen to her *coughs* and also her poem "B."

Sarah Kay is a poet. But before you think about dusty books and artistic angst, stop. Sarah Kay is a spoken word poet, drawing out sentences and phrases and puns into the thin air of auditoriums. Though she does have books out, they're composed of poems she's written originally for recitation, so the words are phrases that tumble around the edges of illustrations, not marshalled into anyone's ideas of sentence structure or brevity.

What really gets me about her poems is that you can watch her and see her put her whole body into it. Whether she's pacing around at TED stage or miming Whole Foods workers, you can tell she is speaking from the heart.

Whether she's working with her creative partner Phil Kaye, dipping in and out of perfectly planned unison and rhyme scheme as they discuss how they started writing together; or she's speaking into the middle distance, a hint of sadness in her voice as she talks about where she was on 9/11; or she's reciting love poems that aren't sappy, aren't angsty, just are slices of a life next to someone else: Sarah Kay is magical.


Even if you don't consider yourself a poetry person, I'd encourage you to check out her YouTube performances. Who knows, spoken word might become something you love just as much as she does. She tells us her poetry isn't an angry open letter; instead, it's a love letter to words and performance and loving what you do. It's beautiful to watch.

"When I'm inside writing, all I can think about is how I should be outside, living. When I'm outside living, all I can do is notice all there is to write about. When I read about love, I think, 'I should be out loving.' When I love, I think, 'I need to read more.' I'm stumbling in pursuit of grace." —from "Paradox" by Sarah Kay

Happy listening,
~Citali

Friday, June 30, 2017

Pride Post II

Hi, guys, it's Willow again. It's still Pride Month (yay); here's Pride Post the Second.

This post is really similar to my last one (LGBTQ+ characters I love). The next one's going to be characters who really should be queer, so stay tuned for that!!

Okay. Let's get started.
  • Alex Fierro (Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard)
    • Have I ever mentioned how much I adore what Rick Riordan's doing with his books? No? Well, I adore what Rick Riordan's doing with his books. 
    • Alex is trans and genderfluid. She changes pronouns several times during the novel; this isn't made into a big deal.
      • She even has a conversation with Magnus about this. He asks her if using they/them pronouns wouldn't be easier. Her reply? "For who, you?" (I Love Her So Much.)
    • Alex is snarky and irreverent and gives Magnus hell. He is Immediately and Extremely Smitten. (Which, just saying, means that he ain't straight. Nice.)
    • Alex is an enormous step forward for queer representation in mainstream media. 
      • And she's not just a side character shoved in for token diversity. She's a well-rounded, three-dimensional protagonist who's integral to the plot of the story. Four for you, Rick Riordan. You go, Rick Riordan.
      • She's also (most likely) Magnus's endgame love interest. This is the first time Riordan's written a queer romance featuring main characters. Sure, there's Solangelo and Emmie/Jo, but none of them are exactly mains. Apollo/Lester's a Useless Bisexual, yeah, but he doesn't have a love interest. 
    • Unsurprisingly, Alex is a fan favorite. Here's hoping we see a lot more of her in the future.   
  • Lark and Rosethorn (Circle of Magic, The Circle Opens, The Circle Reforged)
    • Lark and Rosethorn are Everyone's Favorite Moms, to be honest.
    • Lark is sweet, maternal ace lesbian who takes one look at the Circle kids and says "yes okay these children are mine now", an ex-acrobat turned dedicate who will always take the outcasts under her wing; Rosethorn is a thorny (ha) gardener who seems prickly at first but softens for her love and her kids, who doesn't put up with condescending pricks and shuts them down superbly, a mage with immense power who's willing to die (who has died) for the right cause.
      •  Rosethorn's also polyamorous, and it's never a big deal. It's just a part of her.
    • Anyway. They are the Circle's moms; their little home at Discipline is a haven of warmth and domesticity. 
      • To the Circle, Lark and Rosethorn are family. Home. Everything a ragtag bunch of misfits could've asked for. 
    • No "Bury Your Gays"-- Rosethorn dies, but she gets over it. Y'know. As you do.
    • They're actually the only long-term relationship in all of the Emelan 'verse-- Daja and Rizu don't last very long, Briar's flings are just that, Sandry's aroace, and Tris isn't interested in romance at the moment.
    • Tl;dr cute interracial gay moms of the Circle; I'd die for them but they can defend themselves so I wouldn't have to; the best teachers/parents the kids could ever have asked for.
      • <3
  • Captain Jack Harkness (Doctor Who, Torchwood)
    • How do I even begin to describe Captain Jack Harkness?
      • Just kidding. I don't even like Mean Girls that much.
    • Jack Harkness is... well, he's Jack Harkness.
      • He'll flirt with anything that's physically able to (and old enough to, of course) flirt back. Gender? Not a problem. Species? Even less of a problem.
      • Seriously.
      • What does Jack's flirting sound like?
        • "Hi. Captain Jack Harkness. And you are?"
        • Most fall for it, actually.
      • It's not even that he doesn't have standards, he just... thinks everyone's pretty.
      • :)))
    • I've only watched one (1) episode of Torchwood, so most of my knowledge of Jack is from his days with the Doctor.
    • Jack is a conman turned reluctant hero. He's disillusioned but still tries to do good. He's a natural leader and ~very~ charming; that doesn't mean he's very good at actual friendships, though. A bit cold, Jack has some attachment/commitment issues, coming off as selfish at times. Still, Jack's a good man. He's been through a lot (so much, poor baby) and come out without losing who he is.
    • Also? He's the polar opposite of the "Bury Your Gays" trope. He's physically incapable of dying. That's nice.
Happy Pride Month, you guys! <3
Willow

Friday, June 23, 2017

A Pride Post

Hey, guys, Willow here.

As you probably (hopefully) know, it is currently the month of June-- Pride Month. I've decided to make a post (more than one, probably, stay tuned) in order to honor and celebrate that.

So, without further ado: Pride Post the First!

This post is a list of some of my personal favorite LGBTQ+ characters in fiction. Unfortunately, there aren't as many queer characters in mainstream fiction as there should be (representation is important, kiddos!); making this list was way easier than it should've been. There weren't too many to pick from.

Here we go, in no particular order:
  • Katsuki Yuuri (and, by extension, his trophy husband Viktor Nikiforov) (Yuri!!! on ICE)
    THEY DESERVE THE WORLD
    • Yuri!!! on ICE is one of the purest, most adorable things I've ever seen.
      • No, seriously.
    • Viktor and Yuuri are in love. I think I am in love with their love.
    • One of my favorite things about YOI is that it was created to be a safe space; the story takes place in a world without homophobia. 
    • So here's how this works:
      • Katuski Yuuri is a Japanese figure skater with anxiety, almost no self-confidence to speak of, and a massive crush on a figure skating living legend. Reeling from recent tragedy and crushing failures, he goes back to his hometown of Hasetsu, only to be surprised by...
      • ...Viktor Nikiforov, aforementioned living legend, a household name and heartthrob who's lost his inspiration and can't seem to find a family.
      • I'll let you find out what happens next.
  • Alex Danvers (Supergirl)
    • Listen. Supergirl season 2 was a hot mess. Don't even try to deny it. 
      They make each other so h a p p y
      • There were, like, two (2) good things about it. Three if you squint.
      • One of those good things? Alex and Maggie.
    • Alex Danvers is a lesbian. She was not aware of this until she met Maggie Sawyer.
      • Awww.
      • Team Sanvers, always.
    • Seriously, though. Alex's coming-out arc was the best part of the season.
      • It was heartfelt. Honest. Genuine. (Unlike, hmm, let's see, the entire rest of the season. Go die, Mon-El.)
    • Alex lights up whenever she sees Maggie. Maggie makes her the happiest we've ever seen her.
      • Historically, Alex has a tendency to put a lot of weight on her own shoulders-- taking care of Kara, being the responsible older sister, being the loyal DEO agent.
      • Maggie... Maggie is Alex letting herself be selfish. Letting herself be happy.
    • And while I'm always and forever salty at the Arrowverse in general for stealing Bat-characters all the time (Maggie Sawyer? One of Batwoman's ex-girlfriends.), Maggie has made a home for herself on Supergirl.
      • Unfortunately, she's not going to be a season regular next season (whyyy), but as of the season finale, she and Alex are in a committed, beautiful relationship, and [spoiler ahead] Alex proposed.
  • Loki Laufeyson (Marvel)
    • Look, I'm going to be completely honest. Loki is one of my favorite Marvel characters
      look at my son/pride is not the word I'm looking for
      ever-- the trickster with a silver tongue and not-so-good intentions? Sign me up. 
      • Like. He is my garbage son and I adore him.
    • Also, he's pansexual and genderfluid.
      • I mean. This isn't necessarily new or unusual-- Norse mythology, anybody?
    • But considering Marvel's track record with diversity (hint: ugh), Loki is... good. 
    • He's not quite like the other characters on this list. He's not an innocent child who deserves the world. He's a lying trashcan who probably shouldn't be trusted.
      • <3333
    • Well, actually, that previous bullet point isn't quite correct. Here's a brief rundown, as best I understand it:
      • There was evil-Loki. Evil-Loki died.
      • Loki was reborn as a child-- pure, innocent, not a villain.
      • That child? Killed and possessed by evil-Loki.
      • So now Loki is... somewhere in between. He feels guilty about what he's done. But he's also a liar, a trickster, by nature and by habit. The important thing: he's trying to do good.
      • I love him so much.
    • Loki is flippant about his gender and sexuality. Sometimes he is Loki, and sometimes she is Lady Loki. 
      • There's no internal anguish, no fear of homophobia, no self-evaluation.
      • Loki just... is Loki. And I love him for it.
These are just my top 3-- I noticed the post was getting pretty long, so. Yeah.
There's definitely going to be a sequel, though, so stay tuned for Pride Post the Second (probably featuring the likes of Alex Fierro, Keladry of Mindelan, Angela and Sera, and Sara Lance).

Happy Pride, everyone!
Willow

Bonus: the Babadook


Thursday, June 15, 2017

Still Star-Crossed

Hey, guys, it's Willow, for the first time in forever. Sorry about sporadic updates recently! I've been busy with, y'know, getting an education and all that good stuff. But now that school's out, it leaves me free to do as I please... within reason, of course.

So.

"Still Star-Crossed" is a (relatively new, actually) TV show on ABC. It's a post-canonical adaptation of Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. Which, y'know. Catnip for nerds. Well. My kind of nerd, anyway.

So I watched the first episode. Here are some of my thoughts. Spoilers ahead, obviously.

Pros:
  • The cast of this show? Incredibly diverse. About half of the main cast is POC; the main character, Rosaline Capulet, is a dark-skinned, beautiful Black woman. Prince Escalus? Black. Romeo Montague? Black. Excellent. I approve.
  • This is... exactly the kind of overwrought, historically inaccurate, theatrical Shakespearean drama that I will probably always fall in love with, to be honest.
  • Listen, I am so glad they made Count Paris a jerk. (So far, anyway.) He was an utter creep in the original-- an adult man, repeatedly asking for the hand of a teenager? Yikes. At least Romeo was somewhere in her age range. They've aged the lovebirds up in this, of course, but it's still sketchy.
  • The mob/brawl after the funeral? Good.
  • Ohhh, that scene with Rosaline and Escalus in the church. The softness in his gaze, the fondness in his voice, the helplessness that they can only try to escape-- yes.
  • Isabella. Just... Isabella. Dang. Give me all the cutthroat, ruthless women who will do anything and everything for their city. "Escalus, Verona is burning."
  • Escalus quietly cutting out his own heart to save the city he loves and is responsible for? Absolute perfection, my friends.
  • We didn't get too much of them, seeing as they're dead and all, but I actually enjoyed the Romeo/Juliet dynamic. Cute.
  • Rosaline and Livia. Everything about them: Rosaline, who would do anything at all for Livia's safety and happiness, who just wants to live a life where no one tells her what to do, and Livia, who doesn't understand her sister's quiet dream, who could be happy with a husband who loved her, who wants nothing more than to marry and live out a normal life.
Cons:
  • Listen. At this point, I literally could not care less about Benvolio Montague. Give me a personality, Beardy McBeardFace.
  • Same thing with Ben/Rosaline. They have no chemistry (yet), no reason to like each other (yet), and just... meh. 
  • I think they might've gotten Benvolio's and Mercutio's personalities switched. Ben's the steady one, the designated driver, the Mom Friend and responsible adult. Mercutio, on the other hand? He does it for the Vine, he's an actual meme, and he will Fight Anyone.
  • I'm kind of uncomfortable with the fact that Rosaline and Livia (dark-skinned WOC) are the servants of the Capulets, who are (drumroll, please) white. Like, I understand it as a narrative decision-- Ben and Rosa are both looked down on, they have to obey, they want a better life, yadda yadda-- but still, it skeeves me out.
  • Why couldn't this show have given me Benvolio Montague and Rosaline Capulet, heirs of their respective houses, fiercely proud and loyal and also rock-solid and trustworthy and willing to do whatever it takes to keep Verona running smoothly? Who unwillingly agree to marry and find that they have more in common than they thought? Why?
  • Related: love triangles are the spawn of evil and I despise them. Grr.
Final Rating: like, 3.7 out of 5 stars. Still, I think I'll keep watching. 

And there you have it. "Still Star-Crossed", ladies and gentlemen.

Happy summer! 

Willow

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Mr. Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore by Robin Sloan

Clay Jannon, unemployed graphic designer, wanders down a suspicious-looking street and finds the interestingly-named Mr. Penumbra’s 24-hour bookstore, where he is hired as the night clerk. Over time, he discovers the bookstore: a small and quirkily selected independent section remains up front, but beyond that lies what he calls the “Waybacklist” shelves: three stories tall, reachable only by a ladder, and known only to the database that lies on an ancient Mac at the front desk. He meets the patrons of the bookstore: the occasional person who works at the nightclub next door, elderly visitors with mysterious encrypted membership cards who borrow and return books from the Waybacklist, and one very special Googler who admires his graphic design and coding skills. Eventually, he finds himself drawn into a mystery including his employer Mr. Penumbra, Google, the Waybacklist, and the very origins of books themselves.

 This is one of my favorite books. While it takes place in San Francisco, New York, Nevada, and even the Google campus, the worldbuilding of the bookstore and Google and even Clay’s apartment is stunning. It might be literary fiction, but it evolkes all the wonder of, say, YA fantasy. It’s a quirky story in everything from the plot to the dialogue to the settings. Honestly, who wouldn't want to work at a 24-hour bookstore? A cryptic one that's one big puzzle? Who wouldn't want a cast of characters in your life that includes a quirky yarn museum curator, a animatronic-building artist, and a peculiar bookseller mentor? 

If you’re a fan of character-driven stories, however, this is not necessarily for you. Some tropes and some flat characters make unimportant appearances, and the plot is propelled less by any one character’s genius than by some seemingly out-of-the-blue eureka moments.
 The cover is cheery yellow and minimalist, and the text is whimsical—it made me want to pick the book up after it had been recommended to me. 

 5/5 stars

P.S. This book contains one of the more accurate representations of Silicon Valley in popular fiction.

Happy reading,
~Citali

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Citali's Library

Have I mentioned I love libraries?

(a joke. That's a joke. I love libraries. I say this all the time.)

Like, a lot. Unironically. Unconditionally.

SO last summer I volunteered at my city library, and to be not cliché, it wasn't exactly life-changing. But it made me think things.

I worked in the children's section, as opposed to adult or circulation. However, they don't let volunteers sit behind the reference desk and answer questions and sign kids up for summer reading. Whether or not it seems logical, you need a master's in library science for that. I also wasn't shelving books, though I feel like I'd be good at that, being a longtime patron of the children's section (the wisdom of years: that the L-M and M-R shelves are where everything that's worth anything is. Pretty much). What I did was everything else. My fellow four volunteers were almost-not-quite found family; I figure that once you pick up speech patterns from someone, you've become at least a level 2 friend (a joke. That's a joke). There was a performance series where we volunteers would help set up stages for puppet shows and jugglers and science shows, then count the attendees—adults and kids—with little clickers. Memorably, we performed in one of them, as part of an opera, albeit a 30-minute one. We stamped summer reading achievement certificates with the librarians' seal of approval. We lugged boxes of the free books given out for summer reading. Memorably, we spent one afternoon session sanitizing laundry baskets full of baby toys (yes, the ones that little kids put in their mouths. It was fantabulous //s).

But what I spent the most time doing, well... it didn't seem like a very library thing to do. For hours of those afternoons, we voided books, removing them from circulation. Some of them were ripped, drooled on, oil-stained. Some were wholesale ripped from their bindings. But others? They looked like they've been gently used, still usable. Nevertheless, they were treated all the same: their barcodes blacked out, their library labels removed. They were Tetris-ed into circulation carts. And thrown (tossed. Stacked. Fine, placed). Into. Dumpsters (garbage! Trash cans! Or at least, bins).

To be fair: 1) Since they were library property, they were government property. And that means that when they're declared void (and when the library/government has to buy new books) they have to go. Otherwise librarians could void books randomly so that they could keep them. Or sell them. 2) I guess libraries have to toss out things sometime. Some of those voided books were pretty nasty. 3) And some of the books in better (read: spotless, imho) condition were Tetris-ed into boxes, not carts, and taped up and shipped off to libraries elsewhere.

However, those didn't really change the fact that, when I came out of my summer of volunteering, I thought ever-so-slightly less of my library.

But after the summer, I spent an unusual amount of time in other people's libraries: schools, other muni libraries. Whether it was spending time in the school library studying and not touching a page of fiction, or meeting up with classmates in the teen section of their municipal library to work on group projects, or even visiting a library comic-con, it made me think things.

In the world we live in, every bit of government spending is being thrown into question. But libraries, public ones, seem like one of the best and at the same time craziest things you can do. My library isn't huge and urban, and yet I have to stop myself and appreciate what my citizenship gets me. A building with books and computers that you can use for massive blocks of time. Museum passes. Books that have come out mere weeks or even days ago. Wi-fi. Readings. Art. Summer reading. The Oxford English dictionary. An online catalog. A juggler. A Triwizard Tournament.

And that's not even counting what other libraries can do. There are libraries that lend out cake pans and shared seeds and sewing machines. 3D printers and virtual reality headsets. Hosting comic-cons.

My library is limited by the rules of a county system—it can never shut down an entire branch and host a comic-con, for example. But it's also empowered by the thousands of books it can hold in collection and retrieve from different libraries around the area. The catalogue might have been a little clunky. But the fact remains that there are so, so many books I can access with my keystrokes, even months before they're published, without the interlibrary loan. And I might have to disinfect a few baby toys. But for all those two- and three-year-olds who get to have those toys for that time while they're getting read to, sure.

I might have huge, grandiose thoughts-with-a-capital-T about libraries and sharing and whether that playtime and storytime with those disinfected toys will change a life or make a future author want to write. But honestly, even with all the slightly problematic destruction of books or the large quantities of baby saliva, libraries are so, so worth it. And I will be supporting them all the way.

Happy reading,
~Citali

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Free Comic Book Day

Hey readers,

Sorry about the lack of actual bookish posts lately. Willow and I have just been pretty busy lately, but we're working on bringing all the fangirly things back onto our schedules.

That being said, last week I mentioned the Free Comic Book Day haul I got!
I bought three books: one was a graphic novel called Space Battle Lunchtime and two were more traditional-length comic books, Godshaper and Lumberjanes (both were the first volume).

Godshaper imagines a world where one day, all the "technology that made life easy" just disappeared. In its place, suddenly everyone had a god with them. They weren't gods in the traditional sense, but more like ghostly companions: glowing, colorful, and attached to each person. They were like "personal bank accounts," with affluential people having larger gods. But there are people without gods; they're called Shapers. Ennay's one of them, and he's lived his whole life knowing that everyone needs him to service their growing gods but no one wants him in town. But more importantly, if he wants to have a career as a musician, he needs a god at his side to seem normal.

Godshaper's art is beautiful and colorful, with a super-interesting concept. I'll definitely be following the story as it comes out! The gods and their humans are an interesting metaphor too.

Lumberjanes is a fluffy story about a group of girl friends who venture into the wilderness during summer camp, only to be met by ghostly supernatural occurrences. It's cute, simple, and keeps the ghost-story vibe light, just like a friendly campfire story.

Space Battle Lunchtime is the story of Peony, who bakes for a lowly cafe. But when she's zapped into orbit on a spaceship, she soon discovers she's the newest contestant on an intergalactic cooking show, Space Battle Lunchtime. The graphic novel chronicles her adventures dealing with her fellow contestants, who all think her Earthling lack of knowledge of intergalactic standards is cute and naive. She meets with grudging acceptance and jealous hatred, but it remains to be seen if Peony has a chance to use victory on Space Battle Lunchtime to propel herself to intergalactic pastry stardom!

All of these comics are cute, quirky, and unconventional. I'd definitely recommend them to all ages!

Happy reading!
~Citali